if you didn’t already guess from that (ok rather short but even so) absence of mine, I’m not going to be around for a while. tl;dr I’m a moron and I’m not in Ireland, and about five seconds after that discovery was made I fell straight back into a pit of self-loathing and am currently trying to dig my way out of it. I’m staying at my mother’s place for a while as she’s away, and there’s no internet access there. This is a good thing, even if I am bored. I nipped to the internet shop down the road just to quickly check my stuff; this isn’t going to be a regular occurence. This is probably the last time for a good few days that you’ll see me about until I go back to uni again to fester there some more.

why did I bother writing all of that out tl;drtl;dr i’m not here deal with that

sighs, lays on the floor forever, hates self, hates other people, general distaste for the world